So yesterday I found out that I have type 2 diabetes and today I've begun my journey to control and overcome this disease.
To be honest it wasn't a big shock, but it was a pretty large jolt. I mean its not something I hoped to learn, but at least I know and there is a cure.
My poor husband took it the hardest. I'm certain I saw him tear up. He really does love me. I'm glad he was there. His support is going to be my biggest ally. He's really been embracing it, maybe a little too much for me. I know he is just trying to help and protect me, but I'm a woman and some times I just need to do it my way.
The challenge will be getting used to carrying all this dang equipment. I guess I better get a bigger purse. Second, is taking the medication & pricking my finger-everyday; and third-the insulin shot. But times they are a changing because the needles are pain free. There's nothing to it, just the set up: wash hands, get new needle, alcohol swab, set the dosage, give myself the shot. But hey I should be used to primping, right.
I've heard and read that many people say it just becomes a way of life. There's no hassle, just do it. I really have no choice, do I?
I couldn't ask for a better doctor. She is very personable, approachable, compassionate, concerned and full of education. She made sure I am totally in the know. When I left her office I felt very assured that this was definitely a team sport.
I'm also blessed to have a very loving family. Since the news broke I've received calls, texts, & emails of support and prayers. Such a joy and heartwarming feeling. I am loved.
And my one major plan of attack is that I'm already a health nut. I exercise regularly, count carbs n calories and I have been consumed by keeping my body healthy and fit. Which is one reason I was shocked at the diagnosis, except that I am Native American and I had gestational diabetes with each of my pregnancies.
I meet with the educator Monday and I'm already full of questions. I'm also ready to beat this disease and take control of my health, more.
I know Diabetes is not a temporary situation, but it will not take over my life. I can do this. I will come out on top. I'm just that stubborn!
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